When does the Big Guy inside leave ?

When is it that your mind switches and the Big Guy inside of you is gone?

I have been eating well for the past 6 months, but I still have to consciously make the right decision. I drop my guard and I am eating a Guiness Burger at Bennigans.

Skinny people who have lost the weight or are Lifetime members, still have that Big Guy inside of them I was talking to Fatty McButterpants about this and he saw it as an illness like diabetes. You will always have it and you have to deal with it forever.

I am always going to have to make conscious decisions and though I will occasionally eat the ice cream or maybe a piece of someones birthday cake. I have to think every time I put something to eat in my mouth.

That is why people do the roller coaster and lose and gain weight. You drop your guard and you just gained it all back again.

That is how it feels after being on vacation and indulging on some not on The Plan meals. So I am back to journaling and trying to get in the right mindset.