The Big Guy in the mirror

So I was talking with McButterpants yesterday during lunch and he was talking about looking at pictures when he was younger and how back then he though he was fat, but he was actually not. It is amazing how my entire life I have felt Big. From elementary school to now. (I know there must have been some scaring during my childhood, but that is for another blog).

I have always felt like I was a Big Guy. I too look at pictures from high school and when I started college and I was actually slim and always thought I was fat. Of course now I am no longer slim and think I'm Big. I AM that BIG!

After I did the whole Doug Heffernan post last night, I also realized that I will take "funny" shots at myself because I'd rather do it then have someone else do it and lets face it some can be funny. That is what comedian do. State the obvious and is also a defense mechanism. Which goes back to the whole every Big Guy wants to be the funny and lovable guy.

I am tired of the weight roller coaster. I want to be able to continue to lose weight and once I reach my goal be able to Maintain it! Have a good day.